06.08.07 (10:17 pm) [edit]
summer.time for relaxing and having fun with friends right? well not exactly for me.this summer has been great yet not so great.so far this summer has turned out to be completly different then what i thought it would be. I thought this summer would be just having fun with my friends and going to a mission trip with my church and camp and stuff.I pictured me having lots of fun swimming,going to the mall,hanging out with all my friends,and just having a great time.but so far its been kinda like that but for the most part its been completly different.its almost as if everything in my life has turned upside down. In the school year, I had lots of friends.The greatest people that i knew where my friends.But as soon as summer gets here...that changes.Just 2 weeks into summer i start getting in fights with alot of my friends.At the time I didnt think it would be that big of a deal that i was getting in all these fights with my friends but now because of some things ive lost what seems like alot of my friends.And now because of losing some of my friends I feel like i have nobody to turn to for help, for advice, or just for someone to talk to.I feel like everybody just got tired of me and just left me standing in the dust to feel all alone acting like they dont care at all.Because of all this, I have realized what I want in a friend.And I hoped that someday I would find friends like what I wanted.And now I just want to be away from the rest of the world cause it seems like most people hate me. Another thing thats goin on is ive been really stressed latly.With all my problems with friends,some other problems with my parents,Im goin to canada in 2 weeks with my church.ya it sounds like alot of fun and everything but its sooo stressful!!! Ive missed so many meetings and things that im not near ready to go.Its so stressful cause I have to have all this stuff done..by tomorrow actually and i have to do all this stuff and its to soon.Plus im not even sure if God wants me to go.Its just all so confusing and idk what to do. But along with all the bad things thats happened so far it has gotten a lil bit better.Because along with being stressed and everything I prayed alot and just really asked god to take care of this whole situation and he has calmed me and told me he will take care of it.=]]] It really amazes me to see how God can do anything and how he goes in a fixes anything.=]]]] I have really learned alot these past 2 weeks and im sure i will learn more.=D
summer.time for relaxing and having fun with friends right? well not exactly for me.this summer has been great yet not so great.so far this summer has turned out to be completly different then what i thought it would be. I thought this summer would be just having fun with my friends and going to a mission trip with my church and camp and stuff.I pictured me having lots of fun swimming,going to the mall,hanging out with all my friends,and just having a great time.but so far its been kinda like that but for the most part its been completly different.its almost as if everything in my life has turned upside down. In the school year, I had lots of friends.The greatest people that i knew where my friends.But as soon as summer gets here...that changes.Just 2 weeks into summer i start getting in fights with alot of my friends.At the time I didnt think it would be that big of a deal that i was getting in all these fights with my friends but now because of some things ive lost what seems like alot of my friends.And now because of losing some of my friends I feel like i have nobody to turn to for help, for advice, or just for someone to talk to.I feel like everybody just got tired of me and just left me standing in the dust to feel all alone acting like they dont care at all.Because of all this, I have realized what I want in a friend.And I hoped that someday I would find friends like what I wanted.And now I just want to be away from the rest of the world cause it seems like most people hate me. Another thing thats goin on is ive been really stressed latly.With all my problems with friends,some other problems with my parents,Im goin to canada in 2 weeks with my church.ya it sounds like alot of fun and everything but its sooo stressful!!! Ive missed so many meetings and things that im not near ready to go.Its so stressful cause I have to have all this stuff done..by tomorrow actually and i have to do all this stuff and its to soon.Plus im not even sure if God wants me to go.Its just all so confusing and idk what to do. But along with all the bad things thats happened so far it has gotten a lil bit better.Because along with being stressed and everything I prayed alot and just really asked god to take care of this whole situation and he has calmed me and told me he will take care of it.=]]] It really amazes me to see how God can do anything and how he goes in a fixes anything.=]]]] I have really learned alot these past 2 weeks and im sure i will learn more.=D
posted by: LadyG (reply)
post date: 06.09.07 (9:42 am)
You have really learned a lot, put it all in Gods hands an he will do the rest. Have fun in Canada.