Im prayen for the strength to carry on.

Im prayen for the strength to carry on.

    I am listening to this song right now and it really relates to me. Heres some of the lyrics.

How am I supose to be happy, 

When all I ever wanted,

Comes with a price.

   These lyrics explain exactly how i feel about some things.I really like this guy but as many other things, it comes with a price.My friends dont approve of him for me and I dont know what to do.I like him alot but i dont want to lose my friends cause some of them would be mad at me if i went out with him.So im not exactly sure what to do about it.

    Im also listening to this other song.It also explains how i feel about everything thats hard for me in my life right now.Heres some of the lyrics

 That song explains EXACTLY how i feel about everything going on in my life.Theres so many hard things but I pray about all of it all the time.For the longest time i was confused about stuff and everything was hard for me.There is still alot of stuff thats hard for me but its gradually getting better.Not everythings getting better but I know it will.Because god is gonna use all these bad and confusing things to make my life better.

    I really like that song because it says "I feel broken and alone". Thats how i feel about some things.I feel so broken and like nobody else understands what im going through.I feel like i cant hear god telling me what to do in these situations.But its getting better though.Ive gotten closer to god and i now know what he wants me to do with some of the things in my life but just not all of them.=]]  But everything is starting to change around.And through this whole thing, God wanted me to learn to have more faith in him.Thats the reason for everything.=]