Everything.

Everything.

  Everything in my life has been so hard latly.I never know what to do about anything, I never know whats right, and I never know what god wants me to do. Its all so confusing and I never have near enough time to just think about things and figure them out.

  I struggle with so many things.I struggle with thinking im fat, with school,with friends,with staying focused on god.I struggle with so many things I honestly am to now where I dont know what to do or who to talk to about it.I pray about everything constantly but nothing seems to be happening.Nothing is going easier and my mountain of hard things in my life is getting higher and higher.I am so confused and it never seems to be getting any better, its pretty much getting worse.

   But its not all getting worse.Some things have gotten better.Ive gotten closer to god.Not as close as i want to be but closer.I just hope everything will continue to get better.Please pray for me.I really need things to get better.

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