my life latly.=]]]

my life latly.=]]]

  So latly ive been thinking about alot of stuff. Mostly stuff like my life,this guy i like,things i want to do in my life,my friends,the way i am.

    One of the things ive been thinking about alot is my life and the way im living it right now.Ive been pretty confused about alot of it.Because my life has been different the past month or two.As most of my friends know, ive been wearing more punk stuff then usual.i honestly have no idea why.i think i honestly got tired of looking preppy all the time.ya ik idk what i was thinking.but i just got tired of it so i started wearing more punk stuff.And as i wore more punk stuff i finally just one day was like"what am i doing, this isnt me." So i started thinking about it and i realized i wasnt the same person i use to be.

  Once i finally realized that, i started to wander who i really am.I wanderd "is this me? is this the real me?."

    After awhile i got tired of wearing punk stuff, i felt weird.And i all the sudden one day i just all the suddenly thought today"i miss the real me." i honestly hate the way i was when i wore punk stuff.it wasnt me and i didnt like it.but now im back to wearing mostly preppy stuff. So i decided to go back to the old me. Ive been alot happier since i went back to the old me.But not everything has gone back to the way it use to be.I miss how i use to write.i use to write really good and now i just dont have any ideas but its gradually going back to the way it use to be.I miss the way i use to never care what anyone thought about me.But thats going back the way it use to be too.=]]] I miss the bridget that use to love to sing,that loved photography,that loved writing, and only cared about what god thought about her. But its getting better but still needs to get a lil better =]]].haha.But since all this has happened its made me realized how i love the way i am.and now that ive gone like sorta halfway punk.... im not gonna change unless its for the better..i love the way i am and its gonna stay that way =]]]]]].