my friend-what went wrong.
12.03.06 (12:18 pm) [edit]i was talking to my friend, the one the i wrote a blog saying that we wernt friends anymore,and i finally realized what went wrong when we were friends.
I felt really bad for all of the sudden leaving him and not being friends with him anymore so I sent him and i.m and i said"hey how are ya?" and he said"my grandmas in the hospital dying, i have a total of 3 friends, and the girl I like pretends i dont exsist".Thats what made me realize what made him be really rude to me when we were friends.I didnt see it before but the reason he was mad all the time and was really rude to me was cause theres alot of things going on in his life that are bad and he doesnt know what to do.I felt soooooooo bad when he said that cause i was one of many people who just up and left him and stopped being friends with him.
He is one of those people who has alot of stuff going wrong for him in his life and so he takes his anger out on his friends.He needs his friends to be there for him even though hes rude.He doesnt know what to do because he feels like gods never there for him and everything.He needs people that he can trust, and people that will stick by him all the time. Even though he has been really rude to me, I am going to forgot about what he said and still be friends with him cause he needs me to be there for him.Plus everything that he said is in the past and i honestly dont care anymore.
Ill alaways be there for you.
<3
posted by: chsbandnerd15 (reply)
post date: 12.03.06 (12:21 pm)
can everyone please pray for him and his family because his grandma is dying.that will make him happy.thank you