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world.

When i was just a lil kid, i thought that there was some bad stuff in the world but most of it was good.I thought that most people always did what they were supose to and did whats right and always went to church  and that it would always be like that.I thought this up till summer before I started high school.Well when I got to high school and started hanging out with different people I realized that everything was completly different.At first it didnt seem that big of a deal to me cause it didnt seem like that many people were into bad stuff but then I realized theres ALOT of people like that.It caught me by surprise because I never expected the world to be like this.I didnt want the world to be like this.

     Ive always have had a hard time staying strong in my relationship with god and being different then everybody else.I mean its not like I go off and smoke and do a bunch of crap or anything its just that I get so caught up in things in this world that I start to lose my time with god everyday or ill forget to pray.And once I realize what im doing I try immediatly to pray about it.I mean as christians we are supose to be different from the world, we are supose to be examples of how better life can be.....we arnt supose to conform to the way things work in this world and the way things are in this world.And thats what ive seen most in alot of people.Ive seen alot of people claim that they are christians but do things that are supose to set you apart from the rest of the world.I mean im not trying to be hypocritical or anything cause ive done some things that arnt the greatest but we are supose to be setting examples for people....we are supose to be becoming more and more like god and instead we do things that make people see different.And thats what im working on....to be an example for other people.

    Like I said, when I was lil I thought most of the world was good. I never expected the world to be so bad with so much bad kind of stuff in it.Theres just so many things in this world that can keep you happy,ya they can keep you happy......but only temporarily.I dont see why someone wouldnt want to be happy for forever and have somthing that wont ever let them down.There is somthing SO much better then anything this world can give you but people still refuse to accept/believe it.Open your eyes..... is it gonna matter in about 10-15-20 yrs if you didnt smoke,drink,or anything else? is it gonna matter whether or not people thought you were kool? is it gonna matter whether or not you were gothic,preppy,punk,skater ,gangster and w/e else there is? Exactly, its not going to matter at all.Because honestly in about 15 yrs when your looking for a job and trying to make a living its not gonna matter if you looked kool doing somthing or if you were gothic-preppy-or w/e.Dont you want to do somthing thats good now thatll matter when you get older and that will always matter? God is the only one that matters now,tomorrow,next week,next year,and for forever.And honestly when you die gods not gonna be like "when you were 15 did you smoke to look kool for your friend?".Cause none of that stuff matters.It doesnt now and it never will.

      Sometimes I wander why God let people have a decisoin whether or not they wanted to love him and follow him or not.Life wouldve def. been alot easier but ig thats the way its meant to be.I mean ik it doesnt seem like that big of a deal to other people if someone smokes or drinks or does other stuff but to me it does.I dont want to lose my friends over somthing stupid.But I know that God will take care of it cause he has a plan for EVERYTHING and either way it turns out it will be for the best! =]]]

    & nbsp;
 

well that was some of my thoughts for the day.=] comment if you want.=]]]

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